让你伤心，生气是我的专长...所以请远离我！

我的脾气与态度，最近越来越差。。。
怎么了？ 有事没事拿东西来吵 ><
吵了后，心情一样不好受，好想大哭一场， 但知道哭后事情并没有改变
对不起，妈咪..
我的心情最近也怪怪的，有时，连我自己都会讨厌自己的行为..

谢谢你，原谅我...
对不起，永爱你---妈咪

---<3 chee

有时候，我们会逗对方笑
有时候，你会扮酷
有时候，你会不顾形象的演某些角色
有时候，你的一封简讯会让我感动
有时候，你的笑话很冷
有时候，你的一个眼神我就懂你下一步要做什么
有时候，我们会一起说老师的坏话
有时候，我们会谈起哪个歌手帅
有时候，我们会互相抄功课
有时候，我们会一起唱歌
有时候，我们会批评对方
有时候，我们会聊心事
有时候，我们会鼓励对方
有时候，你的一句话会改变我的想法
有时候，你会把我骂醒
有时候，我会不爽你不把事情的全部告诉我
有时候，你会把脾气发泄在我身上
有时候，伤了你
有时候，你会有事没事的叫我
有时候，你会分享你的生活
有时候，你会无端端在我手上画线
有时候，你就像我的家人
有时候，你和我的默契是无人能比的
有时候，你会比我还了解我自己
有时候，我们都会说些肉麻话
有时候，你们的关心我会牢牢记住
有时候，你们就是朋友的唯一
有时候，我们会一起在班上偷吃
有时候，我们不去上道德课
有时候，我们会用尽心思想怎么欺负老师
有时候，我们会玩冷战 2/5 分钟
有时候，你会玩“凭空消失”
有时候，想到你们眼睛就好想留出开心与幸福的眼泪有时候，我们的话题可以是讲着我们都不认识的人
有时候，你会骂我：为什么没有传简讯给你有时候，我会吃醋有时候，你会知道我沉默的原因
有时候，我很想大声对你们说 “爱i死你们！”
ark! <3 <3 <3 <3 [一人一个，不要抢] xD

it's happen =P

wao...
morning, daddy juz bak from tasik, qi gong...

he said " chee, v go pcfair lo.."

me : dun wan la, u oso din buy things de, go there walk waste time..

daddy: go c ur camera la..

me: dun wan la, c liao u oso din buy de..
daddy : buy la
me : *=P* wait a, i go bath now..

walau, guess wat?!....
daddy really buy le~~!!! mp3 oso~~ earphone oso~~ pendrive oso~~

1st time go, shiok-nya xD

damn damn happy, he said let u use la...
mummy said, har... c, all A's a...-.-
en, ya ... i'll try my best ...

and so, my friend.. took 2 ticket..
n yet tis morning told me she cant attend d...
n so ngam my sis wan go n watch..
now , how?!
wat the... isn't mean tat i trust u so.....

haiz... no more hopes.. no!

sis cant go, nvm...
now yyc no mood go...><
then , mai try my best 2 change my mood , impssible go there wif soul face n heavy heart ..
but now, its return again -.-

went pc fair n miss my f4 sej class, so, i continue f5 class...
then straight go STADIUM BUKIT JALIL --- my fm 13 happy birthday!!

wohoo... rush there.. not too late oso, can c jie ying...~
their voice damn nice n_n
and so, sitting wif mc n yw..
-.-
d enviroment make me high~~!
wao...
like MY FM..xD
--- FUn Day ev3r ---

不 应该

说不应该的说的， 但我说了。。。
怎么办？！ 我知道你是因为信任我，知所以告诉我的，
但我这人， 说了才发现自己说错了！
stupid!!! argh><

i'm relly stupid didn't think of the consequenses...
wat am i thinking..
u said nvm, in others words 2 4give me...
but i cant 4giv myslef 4 doing tat,,...
cs, sry 4 al~
i shouldn't hav tell u in the 1st place,
but i noe, the sorry 4 now doesn't mean anything~
"不是每一句对不起，都可以换来一句没关系"

when i c ur disappointed look, i fel sad,
i make u down again
n last time memory suddenly pop-out of my mind,
sorry!
i dun wanna c this kind of look in ur face again~
i swear, i'll think b4 action...
i swear, tat kind of look of u wont appear again...
i swear, the "fate" tat u write is wat v meant it ~


S-O-R-R-Y again...
nite ~ T_T

c h i i

erm...

i thought u will tel me when something happen..
d ticket u gt jor, u told me i damn happy cz 4 me , u think bout me nomatter sad or happy thing... but, yesterday, no..

i didn't noe anything...!
i thought i'm d 2nd 1 who noe this... no, mayb 3rd?..
but no, u din tell at al.. is through hy..


mayb u dunwan think al tat sad things tat y din tell me..

y din sms then?... sry, i think i too care u till think tat much..

but i do treat u as my best friends.. u noe tat...

n 2day.. no!

not only 2day..

when i was in a group chit-chat wif yc they al, u n hx were sitting there.. no talking...
*sigh* i dun like tis feeling..



i wanna go there talk wif u, but there's ntg 2 talk bout between us..

mayb u din really share ur things 2 me?.. so tat y ntg 2 chat?...

i dun noe ><


when moral class tat time, u were there... juz bside me..

listen 2 wat v chat about... the things is,

when hy said something funny, i din c a smile on ur face...

u r juz pretending -.-?





anyhow, juz wanna tel u tat, i'm always there 4 u ...xD
<3 --- h.chii

2/7 ur birthday le...
make me recall bak last year my birthday !
u r the 1st friend of mine, who call me at midnite n sing birthday song 4 me(although is not u d one who sang) but is still touched tat u rmb my birthday <3

happy birthday~~~~~

i dun like tis feeling.. i think u noe..
wat happen 2 u?..

u stated clearly tat ask me dun ask u..
ya, i noe, i respect u..
bt i hope anything happen, i'll b the 1 who who noe it FIRST..
cz i really treat u as my best best friend..

i didn't think of i'm alone 2moro...
once i receive ur msg, the 1st thing in my thought were, wat happen 2 u?..
family prob?... or even u n me?...
i trust u friend.. i wont ask u y...
i noe u will tell me asap...rite?...
mayb there r some obstacle tat make u down?.....

argh>full of que wif no ans...
i noe u'll tel me....
i wanted 2 cal u ...
but i dun wan 2 b the 1 who ask u y, as i'm a stupid person tat dun noe how 2 comfort ppl, u noe tat.... feel like crying,...
u ok?...

smile =] i'll b there 4 u always~

erm..?

friday , u show me a book mark, n its written...
"best friends are like starts, v don c them most of the time, but v noe tat they always there =]"

erm... i dun noe wat to say..
is a feeling of close friends...
it came back when u talk 2 me.. u noe?..
u till treat me as ur BEST friend?.. do u ?..
kind of appreciate tat...
this feeling sometime really ruin me...
i didn't mean friends need 2 be gang gang, or something best-est friend or watever..
i juz noe tat, fate 4 being ur friends ba...
cz i scaare being hurt again?.. do i?... y cant i juz giv a chance n not to think bout tat anymore?...
i noe, i hate myself being like tat sometime...

2day , 29-6-11, u told me tat u actually wanna call me out on mon...
erm.. u think of me?.. so, it means i still gt position in ur best friends list?...
*touch + happy* i noe...
u told yc, "i said bf means i meant it"...
huh...~
blur blur...>.<
when u talk 2 me, d feeling of Best f. come again ... so?.... argh!

mayb i will jz lost tis feeling after v guaduate?... or u will find me, like last time, how v share thing 2gether tat moment?...
nvm.. friends =]