hmmmmm :(

this is not the way it should be like
mind - just let go
heart - stay
what am i now?
can anyone pull be harder out from the hole?
the hole is toooooo deep.
why?
love someone, this is not the way of you showing ur love to the love one.
everyone has feeling.
how can u just b like ntg with others?
i gonna find it out, its suffer, let me die of suffering,
i wan back the me! me! please return me T_T
where am i? who am i? what am i doing?
the feeling im 100000% sure it still there, still, have to hide ><
cried for thousands of minutes. just for you.  

OE - 11/6/13 -

7 month plus, it passed, memories floated around, tears rolling down involuntary(8)
the last was 11/6 , but feeling still there , that fresh, i request for a text everyday. only reason to c him, now, the things we needed the most is TIME.
we missund each other, my prob at the very first,high expectation, never think of ur feeling, but something is true that, i never play with it.
make you smile, i hope i can continue with this, but u dont wanna talk to me
thx for everything

Bowling

Basket robin

Moviesssss
MCD
KFC
Jacket
Card
Money handicraft

i appreciate it very much, thx..
no regret of having you, happy moment always,
keep smiling, no cigarette, study well, do well in ur projek, treat future her nicely, sweetly,
your promise : wont leave :'(
i'll rmb every single thing u tell me.
bye, my love 1, i still love you.