1st thing come to my mind was, i need to go n visit him, but how bout my studies? 21 is my final.
when i reach home, mummy with an tearing eyes, asking me whether wanna follow her or not, i say i will, and my heart was thinking i dont wanna miss the chance, i dont wan this to b the last.
after i took my bath, v depart from house to temerloh, sis drove from KL to Bentong, and mum drove from Bentong to Temerloh. it takes bout 3 and a half hour to reach, when we reach, uncle and my cousin was there, and my grandpa is surroundded with small tube around his hand , nose and neck.
without my awareness, the tears rolling down, like water fall... it does, its hard to see him suffer with all the tube, its hard to see him breathing with the support of machaine. Things we do, wake him up , keep calling him, asking him not to sleep so much, he open his eyes! he did, for about 5 to 6 second, thn closed again. Once, he open eyes with tears, my mother, my aunt, go towards him and ask him to stay strong, remind him bout Johor trip that he had suggested weeks ago.
2hours gone, we've been there 4 2 hours, the visiting hours are off.
we have to go back, we go to bentong to have our dinner, my 2 uncle from Johor and Singapore cant go to the hospital during that time to visit my grandpa as the visiting hours are off, and they suggest to stay at my grandma hse 1st, and go to the hospital in the morning.
i stay with my grandma too, as i planned to skip school the next day.
16/05/2013 (Thursday)
woke up around 0730am, changed and get ready to had a breakfast then depart to hospital.
while we are getting ready, uncle which over9 in the hospital, accompany my grandpa, called, asked my grandma to buy some adult dypers for my grandpa. it was at 0800am.
Then few minutes later, the uncle from Johor received a call from the same uncle, saying my grandpa cant ady, passed away. that second, i can only hear my grandma's cry....
i hold my tears.. the atmosphere is silent... cool...
i texted my mum, dad and my sis
sis call me and ask, really cant d ? we both cry otp.
daddy reply and ask me take care of grandma.
my grandma is so strong, stronger than what i expectated.
and the funeral goes on for 3days.
when we are free, we go to the coffin, talk to grandpa, ask him to rest well, no need to suffer anymore.
this thing happen. it just warn me to be with my family members all the time, spend time with them, shre things with them, do make myself feel the feeling of regret.
